Finding the light

It literally seems like it was Christmas last week, everything since then is a really big blur. I have seasonal depression, as an adult and mother my depression has changed and gotten worse. When I get "sick" I don't know what exactly is going on with me except that I feel funny, I know I am very withdrawn (especially because I am very social) but just not sure how to fix it. So thank's to everyone who prayed for me, I needed those prayers and they helped very much. I can't tell you how much in the past couple weeks I have just sat there praying the same four words " God help me, please." So I am on my feet again slowly playing catch up with my life.